why does that it hurts still?
why?

go ok.
go.




pls.





just...

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for the msg you sent,
i realise i am keeping the glue.
the broken pieces just placed there on the floor.
maybe let someone else sweep it away and throw it. --> misunderstanding statement.

like what u say to me. dont assume. mind me for my bad grammer here.

i'm not throwing YOU away. i never will.
why would i want to throw you away? then whats the email for? then whats the TWO years for?

what IT refers to is the the pain that i went thru with you, the love i had for you.
i had to throw away the pain as it killing me badly. you know that? i doubt so.
and well, as for the love, its still in me. locked in my heart. the love i had before i knew abt afandi. i'm just throwing the fresh ones that i had for you ever since the breakup cause its related to the pain.

i'm telling myself get a new love too.
and let someone come into my heart also.

i dont know where to put it actually. put it aside and i might take a peek. so throw je ah. i wont see the pain anymore. just left a beautiful memory.

but i realise every single thing now from me is a big thing to you.
you want to think i'm that bad to hate you and throw your exsistance away?
go ahead.
i'm nobody to you now, right?
you dont realise how you treated me for the past 6 months.
look back and realise how well you treated me.
i just put up with you. read your past entries from blogger, lj or whatever places you updated. just read. read all the events that happen to YOUR life.


i will never hate you. what ever you do to me is for me to absorb. its just a matter of i LOVE you or i just LIKE you.

you know what. this thing will never end between us. you will never forgive me. trust will never be there for us. leave me lah. go. go to your fadli. he will treat you way way better than i do. ok?!
argh...

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faizal, move on ok.








when is 2007 coming sak.

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