so far this is the best commercial i ever seen and the best console that going to rule the world. gosh. i went gaga over it...

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morning everyone.

i woke up with 2 smses from my baby. 1 was from baby wishing me good morning and asking me to read her blog and the other was telling me that she's at work liao.


obviously that i went straight to the worldwide web seeing my baby's blog. its just sad that i made her sad coz i was sad and she doesnt want to me her sad.

i'm so insensitive to her lah. i mean i should make her happy on that day. the day she see's her crush and frenz. the day she should be letting her hair down and dance!

but no, i had to pull her down.

demanding as she is, i still love for who she is. nothing has come close to the feeling i have for her.
if she leaves me, i dont think i will live on a proper life.

she's everything to me. everything that i need. i need to really find the root of my problem to solve all this. i really must.


but as for now, i will slowly get back to my usual self.

love u izie.

love u alots.

be as demanding as you want. really. coz i love u.

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i dont know what is into me? previous entry i was so cheerful right?

well, something happen while i was with her. she did nothing lah but its just the surrounding and factors on me.

i just dont want to talk about this lah. just end here.

argh. whats wrong with me! WHY!!!!!

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GOOOOD Morning everyone!! I'm finally free and almost recharge after 3 days 2 nights of hectic work that i've gone thru. gosh.

i wouldnt forget the army dayz and i will tell it to my grandchildren. i will tell them this way, "dulu, atok buat kerja bodoh kat army tau. *batok batok* atok tgk police kat sana relek2 satu corner tak buat kerja, tangkap hensem tangkap jambu je. *batok batok* ingat tau cucu, jgn masok askar. atok kena kerja keras gile, tapi dorang tak kisah pasal kita. kena tunggu tunggu tunggu. haiz..*batok batok*"

anyway, nice right my new layout? i dunno y i did it this way. hmm..what do u guys think? any comments?

i going to see baby soon at esplanade area there to join her and shaq and watch some gig her friends performing i think. yup.

1330 later the coffin will be out from parliament house. note: its parliament house with an A, not parliment house. haha. i just got to know the right spelling. anyway, yah. i'm sad what happen. angry how they treated us. charge me, give me extra duty for what i'm saying now but things which are not suppose to happen, happen and made all of us angry and piss.we did though had fun in the mist of the anger.

going back camp on sunday night. political problem in there. haiz. how to solve huh. how when rank is being use to win stuff. geez. freak man.

i end here. love u baby! see ya later!!!

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something i pick out from the friendster bullentin..........

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...

Always remember that.

She can always walk away and up,
getting someone else who can love her
more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her
already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her..

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you
are loving
her now,
fufill her every need and love her as
much as she
loves you.

Understand that.

Girls have a huge guilty concience.
...imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing
another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are
good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say, everything
you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special
girl you have.
For everything she has done for you, the least
you
can do is to give her unconditional love as she
has given to you."












and yesh, darn tired!!!! how come u ppl nv pay homage ah! wah lan. do so much work, so little ppl come!.

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sick

shocked

overworked

not appreciated

fucked up collegue

and surprise

thats what i got in the past 3 days only. yup.



a moment of silence for the late former DPM Mr Rajaratnam.


izyan baby? i love u tau.

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wah....3 days of weekend oso seem so short. argh. got damn it leh. later go back camp, 5 days like 5 mths like that. argh.

anyway, yesterday i had a slackiest time of my life. yup2, just chill at esplanade and listen to cool music and funny musicians. haha

i bought for her stuff that she was craving for again. haha.

i love her lah. just plain love.

muakz baby! i'm going back camp now. tata!

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this is the most shitty video the bf would see.

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yup yup. it was a long week.

ok let me tell u the story of this week.

monday - nothing
tuesday - nothing
wednesday - alot of shit to do
thursday - more shit to do
friday - walk 12km and met the love of my life!

i liked friday even though i had to walk 12 km before that. i fetch baby from work.

i was tired sleepy and very sleepy. haha. but the journey that i took just to see her smile was worth the effort.

nothing can replace that sight, feeling and emotion that i saw on her last night.

anyway we took the bus to changi airport together. had simple sleepy talks together. haha. slept half of the journey.

i just love her alot. the way she treats me, the way she be the best gf a guy could have. love u baby...


its scary what kind of news singapore could have and its strange that it will just come all together at one go. some example i am trying to say is like dengue thing that happen a few months. its like from one case to another to another then another and so on and so forth. till singaporeans are educated enough about it that it stops.

now its the shooting that happen in past 2 weeks. first the suicide policeman, then its the gun robbery at sun plaza over at sembawang and the more recent one was the murder of the club owner. gosh, think singapore is a safe country? well, think again.

then another news will be the curfew the POLICE have impose to those 17 and under. i think its a good initiative from the POLICE to have such rules laid out. i mean you're 17 or maybe younger, you should be doing something worth while like studying or sleeping. just stay home ah ok? then police wont make this rule. dont complain. it maybe beneficial for u. ok?

hahaha. ok i'm going to meet baby soon. tata!!!

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yesterday was like one of the best times of my life lah.

its been 2 weeks i nv see before yesterday and before i met her, its like meeting her the first time round. feeling all nervous and excited. surprisingly she felt the same way too. :)

i for once thot i was booking in. really. the route i took to her house is like half the route i took to pasir ris mrt/sft. whats more with my bag on my back and with my shirt smartly tucked in, i really do feel like i was booking later on that day.

i actually just wanted only to look formal towards her. thats it. but the bag ah, she say must bring! o well, being the good lousy bf i am i listen to her.

waited patiently under her block i just look back at the 15th months that i had with her. well, its been really great. even though i spoil it most of the time and she had to thru and mend those broken parts of our story, it really turn out to be something worthwhile.

suddenly, there she was. in the green top. o my god......my gf. my precious. my sayang. my comot.


My baby

went straight to swensen marina w/o fail and lucky for us, we got a seat !! a seat that lead to the sight of a person that i nv met before. *waves to ima*
sorry kinda sombong ah the first time round that i saw u, i wasnt sure it was really u or not. hehe. thank god u smsed me.

anyways, had a nice dinner wit comotz. satisfied her 'cray'-vings for some stuff in swensens. hehe. glad she loved it.

took the bus and drop at 'dobi got'. saw thaipusam. wonder vishu is there or not? haha. ape ape ah. anyway, was interesting to see how the procession went but too bad, the ring that she and i was after cant wait any longer.

yup. we decided to get a new ring for ourselves. new rings. new vows. i will be the better bf that she wants. i will baby!!

too the train from gobi to kovan and we had a nice tok there. one topic raised by her was about what life would be if i wasnt around in her life? she didnt thought about it before till her sis asked. coz she didnt have the thought of breaking with me. hehe. i chop liao so the rest of the guys out there espescially KF, stay out. hello. blind ah.

anyway she asked me if i thought about any reason that might get us spilt up? coz she does not think about it. for me i do think about it coz i'm in camp, and not say i dont trust her but anything can happen when the gf is alone most of the time. whats more, i thought of the worst that could happen to us on the day she sms me this wierd msg. sorry dear i put the reason on u but that is my thoughts. it wont happen. right?

but all comes down to that small little trust that we have for each other, being honest and loyal to the other. try to keep in contact most of the time. make ur presense felt. make something that is unique to the 2 of u. keep that in mind couples coz it works for us, right dear? hehe.

Its valentines in 2 days time. I dont wish to celebrate though coz this day suppose to be celebrated everyday. just becos everyone is doing it you too want to do it.

I love u baby more than ever. thanz for a great time yesterday and i noe that more great time will come soon! love u tc.

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some pics to load up. the pics are taken from tekong. yup, from these pics it look like some island paradise! surfs up!

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i'm meeting baby soon! so nervous and excited. its like i'm meeting her for the first time!

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ok. she smsed me.

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i got nothing much things to say today.

i went out with adik yati yesterday but i felt something was a miss. yah. something did happen yesterday night and i am all to be blamed.

haiz..

i dunno y but i just cant be a better boyfriend each day. y is that people y?

is it me?

is it her?

is it the fact she's far away from home and miss me too much that she reacted that way?

is it i'm ignorant? am i in the first place?

question that cant be answered. thats my life.

her plane will land soon tonight. sms i sent her throughout the whole day and non been replied back. gosh.

a HUGE mistake i make.


booking in soon with a sad tone. haiz.

*sobs*

sorry baby. i love u

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