Thursday, September 21, 2006
@12:50 PM
[i just dont know what to do]
one moment i said this. the other i said. i hate myself.
80% of myself said be with her, 20% say go away.
60% of the good me is inside me, the other 40% kills me and her sometimes.
someone told me to make a plan. and everytime i did, i change it. stupid fuck ah. i guess taking a bike is a good thing ah. so that one day i can just ram myself into anther car.
now, izyan, i want to be with you. sorry for what i did. and give me a final chance, a chance that i wont take it easily anymore. i blew it too many times, and recently i told myself that i need to change
FOR REAL.i know i said that many many times but i just some to smack me for what i did k. will you do the honors? i mean physically.
trust level zero. so i earn it ok? i want to be with u pls.
but if you think its not worth it, then you just tell me ok.