Today's horoscope (Cancer):

The Bottom Line
Letting the world spin around you today will make you feel more in control.

In Detail
Believe it or not, the power you want so badly right now will come to you if you stop wanting it so much. It might sound counterintuitive, but it's true. Feel confident in what you're doing and ride out the situation. Keep taking it in the direction it's going. Sometimes just letting the world spin around you is what you need to do to feel more in control of your own life than ever before. Step out of the rat race and give yourself the gift of being a spectator.



i just dont feel myself today yesterday and last week and last month, the past months. yup. it seems that i'm a fool doing something that i aint suppose to do. wait, its not saying AINT, shouldnt suppose to do.

regret is one thing no one wants to know and go thru but we do have to go thru it to make life more well, putting it in good terms, more exciting ah ok.

i just need to do one more thing that would me happy again. :) people who are close to me NOW will know what i want to do. *winks* its going to be fun. i be happy soon. i will be. for now. i just live.



i saw ben profile over friendster and his skating video on Youtube on his Friendster profile is like sick man. now now, if you all dont know i do inline skate. those aggressive skating grinding over railings and crubs. i want to do that again.








super sick videos.

running away from cops, just sitting down with dont know who and just relek and enjoy life away. i did that at an age of 17-19 and gosh, i do remember the times i had fun.

i wonder if i should get a new skates? my old skates have a broken buckle and i cant skate it. i hate it anyway. haha. too big for me lah. i should get a new one. HMM....wonder what skates i should get. any recommendations?

i realise after talking to my cuz suzc i have to accomplish so many things. from renewing my first aider cert soon, to getting my power boat license, to getting married to the right girl, to getting my kayaking skill upgrade, to getting a job by october, to be a happy man, and alot more.

life is not only abt one thing. there is many of it. you wont feel mess up if you take it one by one and not all in one go. i had a good chat with cuz suzc and it seems that i been keeping alot of stuff to myself. and after that, i felt much more better, better as in knowing that telling someone made me more not mess up inside.

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