here's an entry that i've wanted to write on sunday but i just forgot to.




i've been someone who have not been myself lately. not knowing my limits. not knowing where the line is drawn. i want to respect people and vice versa. i really do. but i just dont know how to do it well. in turn, i betrayed trust and loyalty and love in doing so and i know its not right way to do. its just very wrong. its so not me to be this way. its so not me.

forgive me people if i've hurt you, espescially to the special one. forgive me for what ever unhappiness i've caused. and if i'm not forgiven, its ok. i deserve it. but pls, accept the changes that i might be going thru. i might be the same, but a little different.

questions are meant to be answered. but not all questions MUST be answered. i just cant get that in my head yet. i've been doing too little thinking and its been hitting me hard now suddenly.

space is everyone entitlement. the thing about space is that we are given the choice to let the other person know if its ok to know whats in that....

i dont know where i am going with this. i'll give you space if you want ok?

i'm just screw up. i knows lies are bad but at times, lies are good to get things going. to get somewhere. i dont know that place but its somewhere ah. lies that are good. so that it might not hurt someone.

just dont too much.

sorry.

i'm weak. i'm very emotional. and i know things will not go my way now. it wont.

"..learn from mistakes and move on. you got to be strong, i need to pick up myself and just move on.."




*sobs* :'(
goodbye everyone.
goodbye faizal.
goodbye izyan.

i guess the old faizal will be gone.

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