let me think abt what i want to update today and and by saying that, you people can tell it will be so random ah. haha.

anyway, i am suppose to be on half day leave today which means i only can leave camp after lunch time today but i was already back yesterday night. haha. this is what i called playing punk or in layman terms, BAD BOY! o please someone spank me hard! haha.

you cant blame me lah people. i'm in the mood. ORD mood to be excact. Its my turn to enjoy and be the bad boy and let the new birds suffer in camp. muahaha. sorry guys. but i've seen to many people go and its my turn. your turn will come!

i was back in camp on wednesday for real work and gosh i was suey enough to be on duty, Company Duty Sergeant lah to be exact. I basically the 2nd In charge of the Coy in duty terms and whole lot of shit came. haha. i hate the feeling sia. i mean, i've been slacking and doing nothing for the past few days and suddenly, work work work. haha. luckily army has trained me well to adapt to changes quickly. haha. i'm so selling SAF ah.

haha. anyway, alot of people have been asking me what i want to do after NS? Study? Work?

i told them both. i will work under any of the Home Team organisation and when i'm ready and have the money, i will get a degree. Insyallah. some seem positive abt what i'm doing but others dont. due the fact that i'm heading over the blue side. geez. i dont think thier opinions will affect me lah at this moment.




i read her blog and i refer back to 'you and me' entry dated on the 160806. the picture, the dates and what she wrote. its imprinted in my heart. maybe i should write something abt me and her too.




11 Nov 2004.
we were clueless if we're together or not.

13 August 2006
we are clueless if we're should be together or not.

i remember what you told me. very clearly.

here in me too, there is a special place in my heart. that no one else can replace. that place is like chair, a place for you. izyan, you're irreplacable.

i too do really love you and yup, it wont be the end.

i give you time. hope there's US again.



okok. done. *sobs*


enough faizal enough. i'm macho and strong! *flex his skinny body* haha

anyway, yesterday was funny too. its been ages that i seen my OC. i knew i was promoted last week but i didnt bother to go to sew on the new rank on my sleeves since i'm going to leave the army soon. this was the conversation i had with him.

*he comes into the company office where i was in there*
OC: eh faizal, you back. how are u?
me: ok sir. abit sick ah but getting betta.
OC: o ok. take care ok. o yah, you know you promoted already right?
me: yesh SIR!
OC: Sewn the rank already?
me: *act blur* er...not yet ah sir.
( i wanted to say yes but knowing i have to wear uniform in the later part of the day, i just had to tell the truth)
OC: WHAT THE !@#$#^$&$Y%^$&&. You think u !@$$@#^$%^%$. I swear i going to !@$@^#$^%$#&
me: yes sir. sorry sir. i get it done when u see me next time sir.
(ran away from the battlefield)
OC: YOU BETTA!

haha. shit sia. i'm so in my ord mood. thats why kena marah. haha.


Life is wonderful
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

yup. life is wonderful. but one thing for sure. life would be really boring if there's isnt any obstacle in between them.

hmm..just imagine you are going to run for example 4 km, but u chose to run on the track. no obstacles, just a smooth track to go thru. around aroud the track 10 times imagine that!

comapre it with the same activity, same distance but on a challenging road ahead with obstacles like ups and down slopes. yes its painful to go thru but i think its worth the ride knowing that you have gone thru those rahter than just a flat smooth road right?

what i'm trying to say here to all of you, what ever comes ahead of you, good or bad, just take it. Enjoy the good moments and learn from bad lessons. at the end of the journey, you know you have achieved something for yourself. yup, its your life. no one else.

with that, i'm late! haha. i got to go now. going lavender to sew on my new rank.
*cursing and swearing about what happen*

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