i'm updating this due to the fact i couldnt sleep last night.

anyway when the gf calls the bf by his full name with the sgt or what ever with it, it isnt a good sign esp when it refers to my relationship.

dearest izyan,

what ever you said yesterday was a eye and heart opener to me. you say you are messed up, lost. you wouldnt be if you had talk all those stuff. its ok if you hurt me. i think i can take it. dont keep stuff with you anymore. not happy or we need to settle some issues, we will talk about it ok.

now its just matter of time. even though i can take the pain, i wouldnt want to make it last for long. the feeling sucks. i would like answers so that i can move on either with u again or alone.

its not your fault that everything become like this. its also my fault that i didnt make an effort to keep things together and try to dig out stuff from you which you never like.

i will see you later. the kiss, the hug, the salam. i hope i get those later. for know, i'm anxiously waiting to see the princess. the girl that i was waiting for. the girl that i want. the girl that i love and still loving.

:( its just so sad.

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