song running in my head. No No No....

haha


let me start
......i hate it when my weekend seem so short. and whats more, during that short period i have to do so many stuff. grr. a heavy load on my thinking mind on what to do.

anyway, yesterday was a sudden surprise from my baby. she bought me my birthday present tau! haha. so nice of her even though she's running out of money. hmm. not saying that i dont care abt her, she insist on getting me something. so yah, she was happy that i was happy. hehe. thanz again for the birthday gift.

met ben after gf. yup. buddies for like 4-5 yrs sia. didnt realise till yesterday. hehe. if only he was a she. haha. maybe things will be slightly different. hgahaha..joking je eh. hahaha.

the thought of spending so much saturdays in camp these few weeks might have a toll on me lah i think. coz i get to see my gf much much lesser, missing her. its like the moment she left my hands and sight, i start missing her already.

i wonder how's life if i have the time to spend with her. hmm. but one thing i cant imagine is not having her in my life ah. i really cant imagine. most to most i be a boring guy ah. go camp, then go home. go camp and go home. sleep. hahaha..


i'm going to my cuz wedding soon. cant wait to see her bloom!! hehe. she's my fren, my enemy and my everything tau. coz last time i and her was taken care by my grandma and grew up together most of the time. so yah. i guess today will be a big turning point for us. hehe.

ok let me see....what else i got to splurge out.




o..i had a chat with a bmt buddy last night and we have 98 days left in the army. muhahaha. and another fren ask, where next after army? its bring me memories on my o levels days where i had to choose where to go. now, its not a matter which industry you go. but more of in which way i can serve society. i was thinking scdf coz of thier humantarian aid that they will do if help is needed. police is great too, dealing with arms and being close with the society and the prison is to put bad apples into the nice garden again.

i cant think abt all those right now. stress with work. work work work. haha.

i just cant wait for ndp where i start clearing leave already and leave the army happily.

i got to go now. off to my cuz wedding.
wee.......





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