Wednesday, November 30, 2005
@11:10 PM
[stressed out]
yup. i am. if you have the chance to see me in person, you will see the amount of pimplets that is practically popping out everywhere like no one busniess. i noe this thing will happen if i am stressed out. i experience this in my sec and poly days. days when i will get really2 stressed out.
i wonder what i am doing with my life. i seriously nv encounter so much stressful experience in a year during my sec/poly days compared to 3 days in my army this week. argh.
officially broke. comot. no more stuff i can buy for u. i cant spend anymore. only 200 for kl. haiz. i think i owe ppl somewhere on this earth but i dunno who or how much i owe. i learnt that what goes around comes around. you borrow money and say that you going to pay back but you dont. well, somehow GOD will play with your money by overspending it someway and let you be BROKE.
to that someone out there, did i owe you money? pls redeem your cash from me.
smoking and drinking. ok. *silence*
2 weeks confinement coming up which is GREAT! well, in view with the fact that i have no more cash in my bank, $3.10 to be exact. sucky ah that i didnt get to meet comot.
1 yr in the army already and shit still happens. i should be getting use to this already what. y. y is this happening. well, i think i just need to clear my mind ah.
its been ages i relax somewhere on a beach or just clear my mind of something. haiz....
i love you comot. i end here