yup. i'm going back camp tonight. such a democratic country this is. when it comes to chinese new year, they get extra offs so that they can celebrate more. but for deepavali or hari raya, there is no such things. haiz. all those stuff we say in our pledge is only for black and white. to show the world what we are on the surface. but hey, just look lah. whats more, the families on my dad side is going visiting on saturday. yah! this saturday when i am in the freaking camp for that freaking fieldcamp for that retarded recourse trainees. argh. i going crazy here.

went to my grandma's place and grandpa's place. nothing much oso ah. love my grandma and my grandpa is getting sick. so scared. love him too. just hope all goes swell for everything.

i'm going to raya in camp. i dont care. i going to bring all the food in and eat in there, going to play all the sparkles that we all going to bring in and have the party of our lives in there. deep in the jungle and relive the spirit that our parents have. the spirit of rayaing in the dark in the jungle. i dunno if they really do that haha. o well. what to do. malay and the indians have to suffer, esp the malay muslims peeps. IDIOT!

cant wait to ord and sign on to SCDF. any SCDF personnel reading this? any advice for me?

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