why such nick. well, that what i felt for the past few days.

happy. Why?

i FINALLY got my long awaited hair cut. went to the barber in my neighbourhood and saw my favourite barber. Gerek ah him. He knows what i wants. I had for 2 more people before it was my turn. and yesh, after 20 tiring minutes, i was my turn.
i told the barber how i wanted my hair to be like and it was finally sacrifice! i was sitting happily toking to the barber who is attending to me when the person after me was next. the guy, a chinese in his 30s, had jackie chan's hair, long, smooth and nicely maintained. he sat on a chair beside me. this conversation took place right after this.

Chinese man: Brother, potong GI eh. (Brother, i would want a GI hair cut)
Barber: eh lu biar betul? (are you darn sure?)
Chinese man: Yah. Betul betul. (yah, no doubt about it)
Barber: tapi lu punya rambut banyak panjang dan lawa ah. lu betul ah?! ( You hari is so long and nice. are you sure you want to cut it off)
Chinese man: Brother, wa tau susah nak percaya. Potong saja. ( Brother, i know its hard to believe but just do it).

everyone in the barber shop stop what ever they are doing while the barber attending to the chinese guy started preparing his stuff. The barber switched on his shaver and ask him one last time before giving the head a nice shave. I was like, only people who go in NS do that. haha. guess i was wrong. i recalled the day i was enlisted. haha. seeing my long hair dropping to the ground. anyway, i had a nice haircut. thats what i thought.

happy part 2. i bought myself a photo printer. yup. 189 dollars spent. but it was a good buy. plus i got this cool usb hub mouse pad for free.

haha. the print was nice. yup2. worth the buy. woohoo. sorry yanee i had to make u jealous about this. haha.

happy part 3
i got my white samping. yey.

sad part.
i made another foolish mistake. a selfish mistake. after almost 1 yr, i still create this shit. such a shit i am. such a lousy bf i am.

dunno part.
i dunno whats going in my life. i pampering myself like no people's busniess. but i forget certain important stuff in life. i want to live life the fullest. may it be my own happiness or others. but i just dont know how to fufill it. lost. lost in my own mind games.



its been a ride. raya's coming and i'm not feeling it. o well. this is what NS is doing to me. Gd riddance.

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