yey. i'm back. i keep telling my buddies in camp that this 5 days in camp seem like 5 weeks in camp. gosh. i tell u. the time there in camp sudden slowed down for no reason. heh.

anyway, i have trainees under me. yey. Its PES C Recourse trainees. basically, these ppl downgraded thier Physical Employment Status (PES) from A to C. A being the best, nothing happen to the body and C is like in the middle, something happen to the body and can only do something in the army. The is PES E, the 2nd lowest for of the PES. PES E can only work as clerks in the army. yup. they come from all sorts of life. Its scary to know thier backgrounds as part of my job. haha. too bad is classified stuff that i cant tell u. really. i cant. sorry

Today i didnt wake up for sahur. When i woke up this morning, i didnt take notice of time and thought it was time for sahur. At this junture, my eyes was closed. i didnt open up my eyes till i sat at the edge of the bed and realise it was kinda bright for the sahur period. i was in a blurry state and wondered how come its bright. i took a glance at my watch and it was 7 am! yes!! 7 am! i didnt wake up for sahur and i am almost darn late for work! haha. i wondered how come no one woke me up. thier bodies on thier beds immediately answered the question. the only thought on my mind was will i be able to continue my fast even without sahur? i have hope on myself that i be able to continue fasting and have the strength to do so. at the end of the day, i did fast. not a day wasted, yet.

its taking its toll on us. us. its the repeat of the taiwan trip except that i could talk to her. we cant meet easily now days. she's working and i'm in camp and she has to buka with her family over the weekends. i got to be understanding and strong. my love for her is strong. i miss her. i love her.

ends.

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