great. after a great time with my boo, he just had to spoil me saying that i dont care abt the family esp the brother.

doesnt he remember i was in camp for 1 whole week?

so what if i went out?

dont you at least see i made an effort that i went home before the speculated time u guys gave me? dont you think about how i feel?

dont you?

trying to say i cant have a social life out there?

trying to say that i should be a family boy? doesnt staying home on one of the weekends gd enough? what?

u made my gf feel bad when she did nothing wrong. haiz. i told you to stop smoking but you wouldnt listen. you're lucky you are my dad. if not, i will do the same to u.

you nv understand. you dont want to. you just want things to go your way.

i have a life. you gave me the life.

argh....i wish i could stab myself. *stabs*

*ouch* and *sobs*

love you mom. love u izyan. and no. its not your fault. haiz.

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